Heaven Knows I'm Miserable Now

No, this is not a self involved cry for help. I’m not a lonely, morose whiner…well, most of the time. Nothing like that. I’ve discovered The Smiths. Mostly thanks to watching The OC again. Hey, if Anna and Seth listen to it then it must be good. They’re a pretty awesome band, but I’m looking for a particular song which I have yet to find.

Anyway, enough of that. Lets talk about more important things. Artisan Guns! The snowball is finally off to a solid roll, and I’m hoping it doesn’t stop anytime soon. They’ve been very busy this week with interviews everyday. Their new music video for their debut single Autumn is out this Friday on C4 at 5:00pm. They’ll also be on BfM that morning at 11:20am. Don’t forget to come to the EP Release at Cassette that night also! I’ll be at the merch desk selling shirts and EP’s. Buy a shirt and EP and get it for a better price. A combo of sorts.

I still have yet to write anything musical, though I do still really want to travel that road. I just have no idea how to even start writing a song. Lyrically it’s easy but instrumentally it’s a different story. I can’t play any instruments. Maybe Matt could help me when he gets the time.

My faith (or lack thereof) has not been good as of late, you may have noticed me standing like a zombie/statue during any sort of worship situation, motionless. I think I’m on my back though. Long story short, it’s because I’ve been lonely and I haven’t told anyone. I am choosing to confide in the internet. A cop out I know, but maybe I’ll link this to my facebook.